Happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally happy! Kat and I are sudo engaged and are agreed on the natural method of spawning.

Maze of feelings

I'm still working through my feelings from last night. I can't give up but as you all know, sometimes it's hard. The previous post was written while I was still sad and angry. Sometimes I just don't know what to do with everything that I'm feeling.

Maybe faith just isn't worth it!

Maybe having a family just isn't meant for everyone.

Maybe it's time for a little faith

Because Kat has Huntington's disease, we have been looking into alternatives to having children and starting a family. The odds are 50/50 that our biological children would have Huntington's. Because of the limited time that she has before the earliest onset of the symptoms, adoption isn't looking like a viable option. We have looked into other options and were pursuing an alternative that may have worked out well but, it appears to have fallen through.

Kat was talking to Spencer and Crystal tonight and came back to talk with me. At this point in life, we are discussing having children the normal fun way and just leaving things to fate/faith. There is a 50/50 chance that our children would have Huntington's and a 50/50 chance for Osteogenesis Imperfecta.